I'm broken. All of me is. My heart. It's broken, and it keeps breaking even more..at least that's how it feels. When my beaux breaks up with me, i wonder how it'll feel then. i hope it just gets shattered and never heal, so i'll have an excuse never to love again. I don't ever want to fall in love with anyone else, i just want him. But how can i keep loving him when he won't have me? Stop this, deal with it when it happens..if it happens. Just pray it doesn't.