Tears for fears

have you ever looked at yourself and realized that there is something really wrong with you? that there's something about you that desperately needs to be changed, but you're powerless to do so? iwished i weren't me..i'm convinced that whoever loves me will find it hard to keep doing so. and i'm so scared..i've learned something i never thought was possible, and it's totally changed everything in mylife, yet i can't even show it, because no one can know. the things i believed in, the things i was so sure of, were a lie, and nothing will ever be the same again. it has affected every aspect of my life and now i'm too scared that the same thing will happen to me. i've learned that in this world, no one can be fully trusted, one way or another, they'll find a way to betray you.